Life is complicated

by Kathy

Past History
23.09.2013 20:19

Last year, I did a lot of experience with boys and with love... In autumn, last year, came the moment for which I waited for two years. Sam, The guy I loved kissed me. But it wasn't a thing for him. Everyone said we would be a very nice pair, and we both knew that we loved us. But it doesn't worked. Then, at new year, we kissed again.. I said: "We can't do something like this. I want a real realationship or really just friendship with you." He decided for a friendship. I was confused and my best friend Oscar talked with me about everything. I fell in love with him and we were together. 6,5 months... But then I met Toby and he confused me more and more. He is 17 and his home is 220 miles faraway from mine. Nethereless, he made me not to love Oscar anymore. So I broke up with him. But I don't loved Toby... You see, it's very complicated with me and love. Now there are 3 guys which are just friends. There is another boy, Max... Max loves me, but I think I don't love him.. He haven't any experience with girls and realationships... We don't fit together..

Sam: a male bitch

Oscar: my ex-boyfriend, best friend of my best female friend

Toby: my best friend, older, too far away

Max: loves me

That's my situation... My head says, I don't love one of them. My stomach says I love all. But my heart.. my heart says nothing... 


I'll write something if sth change..

Love Kathy



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